A girl’s heart is an ocean full of secrets.

Tonight I realized that I have hold on to a lot of things, most especially how I feel about certain persons.
Even if I would always seem to be the queen of gab, there are some things that I simply can’t help but keep to myself.
I would endlessly talk about the latest gossip, and tittle-tattle, but only few what I really mean or would like to say.

To quote Meredith Grey, “Communication. It’s the first thing we really learn in life. The funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need.”

I guess it’s just but so hard for me to say the real thing and settle with the real deal.

Guess, I’ll have to wait for someone that could make me lay down my guard and say what I really feel.

Oh well. Happy Birthday to me in 6 minutes.

Hello 20!

Burnout.

Burnout. That is the exact state i am in right now. Weeks and weeks of school stuff and duty hours keep dumping on me at a speed much faster than the speed of light. Life can kill me now. Honestly.

I did something tonight, and I can’t take it back.

At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes — all you need is one. - Peyton Sawyer

Damn. Nothing beats misery than realizing who have no one to think about (exclude family and God) before going to sleep.

I used to say I love to be miserable and lonely all the time. Because I thought that if I think that way, I can make myself numb and insensitive.

But then again, LIFE has it’s own way of catching up to us to remind us that we need someone or something more.

Too bad. I just haven’t perfected the potion for me to be happy with someone.

Boohoo.